June 27, 2009

Pepsi and Kite~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Just thrilled at the sight of kites flying..


Though the uploaded pictures are not of wished quality..there should be a couple of kites following behind it but can't seem to find it in here. Pity

It's always better and more meaningful to see with your own eyes right. Having real eyes to realize (uh what the?)




Enough to cause me excitement as if i was pulling on the strings and calling for Fatih to help. Ah, recalling my once and only minutes (yet) of Hutan Bandar MPJBT and even once Ekal came to join us in the grounds in front. We needed only the Winds didn't we^_^ .


It's what called the memoir.
I had one blasting kinda childhood. All coz of having ayah ummi
who welcomed and introduced me to the world with love and passion, spending time and effort
to be my parents. Kerana mereka.
That i can't ask for more (yeah note the title)


Why?



I got to see wonderful places (not to forget the museums hee) in the world

Because i had enough to eat (just about anything)..alhamdulillah nikmat rezeki ALLAH beri

Played and crossed (just about all) obstacles..survival skills, man

The numerous albums (kesayangan ummi) at home explains it all.

So thankful for my life and parents. Thanks for being there
That's
Me taking in the means of life slowly...Breathing in the Winds and the smell of me fav morning coffee

Why ask for more (still sticking to the title of post)


?

~cheers and peace for all

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Allahumma baariklana fi rojab wa sya3baan wa ballighnaa ramadhan

We welcome the month of Rejab..Ramadhan's coming yay!~

June 23, 2009

of soil and death

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petang tadi err, nak dekat maghrib itu, Ayah sama Mamat berkebun. saya juga. tukang kutip rerumput yang dah dicabut nyawa. hu. kasihan sama rumput. dan semasa mengutip rumput itu, terdengarlah alunan ayat Quran dari sebelah saya. rerupanya, Mamat sedang kumat-kamit baca ayat 284 dalam surah alBaqarah part "fayaghfiru liman yashaa'u wa yu'azzibu man yashaa' wallahu 'ala kulli syai'inqadeer".
"Subhanallah! ha kan best macam ni. senang hati Ayah. tengah cabut rumput pun boleh baca Quran. kalau mcm ni bila Ayah dah meninggal, senang la Ayah nanti". "wallahu'ala kulli syainqadeer", Ayah ulang kembali ayat yang dibaca tadi. lebih kurang begitulah isi perbicaraan Ayah. Mamat and I stared into each others' eyes. erhh..ok..
dan Ayah menyambung kerja-kerjanya sambil beristighfar.
dan kami pun terus dengan tugas asal. sambil bermain dengan tanah. dengan cacing halus. mengasingkan rumput dengan tanah. 

Every soul shall have a taste of death in the end to Us shall ye be brought back.




 
tanahlah tempat semadi terakhir. cuma, di tanah mana kita akan dikuburkan? dan dalam keadaan apa kita berakhir?
moga husnul khotimah kita capai. bukan yg sebaliknya. ameen. 

wallahua'lam

perasaan

bismillahirrahmaanirraheem

just felt like spilling something. 
dalam banyak-banyak amal baik yang kita buat, pernah terfikir tak, mana satu yang Allah terima? amacam? tak boleh nak gerenti kan, mana satu amal baik yang Allah terima. kalaulah Allah kasi visible sama amalan kita ni, apa jadi eh? hmmm. 
sebab tu lah kita kena buat amal yang baik belaka dalam kuantiti yang sangaaaat banyaaakk. sebab tak tahu mane satu yang penuhi piawai untuk diterima oleh QC Teragung. hmmm. tapi kadang tu kan, rasa malasssss sangat nak buat benda baik ni. contohnya senyum, membaca, sapu-sapu, lap meja, and all the little little things yang boleh kasi pahala la senang kata. lepas tu bila dah kena sound, barulah terkial-kial nak buat. 
ini belum sebut amal fardi. lagiii laaa dahsyat kesungguhan geng merah bertanduk itu memperdaya. aahhhh!! solat mana yang Allah terima? boleh gerenti? tak buleh....tunggu nanti bila jumpa personally dengan QC Teragung itu ye. baru dia bagitau mana satu yang Dia approve. huwaaa! takut!
***
hmmm tiba-tiba jadi teringat pada sosok seorang tua ni. dia tak kenal lelah. sentiasa semangat. dari jauh, nampak sangat kuat. tapi bila teliti, raut muka dia nampak penat. tapi dia boleh semunyikan. rasa tak sanggup nak tengok. rasa segan pun ada. saya yang bertenaga muda ni senang je nak pancit, tapi pakcik ni tetap steady. tak tahu la apa supplement yang pakcik ni hadam. serata Malaysia dia jelajah. bawa mesej kesedaran Islam untuk remaja. tak kenal henti. tangis dia merayu. doa dia mengharap. tunduk dia tawadhu'. hu.
***
jom muhasabah.
jgn banyak cakap je.
biar jadi macam padi.
makin berisi, makin tunduk. 
biar kita sunyi dalam pandangan manusia, tapi menjadi bualan ahli langit.
--hasil mahsul perbualan dgn cik timster aka fm ^_^

kita ini Allah yang punya

wallahua'lam

June 22, 2009

*

bismillahirrahmaanirraheem

selajur membawa diri ke KBM2 di SM Teknik JB, selajur itu juga menghidangkan sekeping dua gambar buat pahatan di ruang memori yg tak berapa kukuh ni.
beberapa soalan cepu cemas tak kurang membawa diri bermuhasabah semula bersama adik-adik Gadis Komuniti (kumpulanku ^^) yg lincah ini. 
air mata menjadi saksi tersentaknya hati kami terhadap nikmat-nikmatMu ya Rabbi yg telah kami dustai. tangan kami menadah kepadaMu ya Ilahi memohon ampun kerana keterlupaan kami terhadap Surat-surat CintaMu yg agung. hanya Engkau yg tahu isi hati kami dan kesediaan kami yg sangat kurang utk bertemu denganMu ya Allah. maka, Kau bantulah kami, berikan kami kekuatan untuk terus menjadi hambaMu.
*****
some pics.......


petang

Slot Hati..Hati..Hati

menadah tumpahan lilin cair yg panas di kulit sendiri.
mampukan nak tahan pedihnya panas neraka?
adakah aku sudah bersedia utk dihisab?

Slot Revolusi Usrah.
(mereka berAnak Wayangan)
bincang bincang utk audition anak wayang. pastu, test power jap.
and..action!

ada diri, ada duduk


Meraikan ukhuwwah yg terbina. 
Jom doa!

wallahua'lam

June 17, 2009

ketakutan fatih

bismillahirrahmaanirraheem

"Mamat takut pocong. Mamat takut. Muka dia buruk. Kena ikat-ikat badan dia. Eiii", kata Mamat aka Fatih. (lebih kurang gitula dialog dia. adeh. tak ingat the exact words.)
"Eiii nanti dalam toilet ada pocong!", katanya lagi.
senang kata, kat mana-mana pun la boleh ada pocong. dalam bilik sebelah pun jadi.
adehlaa.

main topi abg ijan



Waktu Maghrib...
"Mamat mana?", tanyaku.
"Entah. Dah pegi solat kat surau la tu kot", jawab Umi.

aik
pelik.
kata takut pocong. bukan ke pocong keluar malam-malam? lagi maghrib. banyak syaitan.

nak je tanya, "awak keluar maghrib2 ni tak takut ke pocong?".
tapi selalu tak jadi tanya. haha. takut discourage dia pula.
maybe he didnt come to think of it. so why should I bother? heh.
it's better this way.
yeah.

*nota: mamat yang suka tonton Keliwon, Khamis malam di TV3. hoho. sile jangan tiru aksi ini. dan ini bukan promosi. hah.

wallahua'lam

June 15, 2009

korban

bismillahirrahmaanirraheem

talking about sacrifice...
pernah jumpa dengan orang kampung yang miskin+memerlukan?
rumahnya beratapkan zink, strukturnya separuh kayu separuh batu.
di situlah ruang tamu, di situlah ruang melelapkan mata.
tak besar mana. tak muat nak main kejar-kejar.
penghuniya pula bukan sedikit. tetapi memuatkan tiga warga tua, dua belia dan seorang anak kecil.
mereka layak meminta bantuan. pernah memohon tetapi apakan daya, kuasa bukan di tangan mereka. tiada jawapan untuk permohonan. dan begitulah mereka.
luahan dibuat. jika ini ketentuannya, redha sahaja. mereka lebih senang jika orang lain yang lebih memerlukan berbanding mereka yg menerima bantuan. mungkin di sana ada pihak yang lebih sarat dengan kesusahan. lebih elok jika pihak tersebut yang diberi perhatian. bukan mereka. 
mereka berkorban. bermain dengan masa depan. moga mereka diberi kekuatan. kekuatan itu dari Dia. maka berharaplah kepadaNya.
mereka berusaha. 

--bisakah seperti mereka?

wallahua'lam

June 13, 2009

sungai

bismillahirrahmaanirraheem

alkisah di tanjung malim.. bermulanya episod bermandi-manda di sungai tepi perbukitan..
pagi itu jam 9. hari khamis 11 jun. masing-masing teruja, tak sabar nak mandi pagi di sungai.
yippeee! =D
maka, berbekalkan juadah sarapan sedikit dan barang-barang keperluan, kami pun menerjah laluan bersimpang-siur menuju ke destinasi.
these are some of the pics.
to along, maaf la ye.... len kali je ek.. haha
the pics are not in sequence though.


ummi

laju

ayah tiba


main baling air


ummi dan mak ngah


pukul berapa ek?


tenang

   

   

sekian untuk kali ini.
to be continued insyaAllah..

wallahua'lam

June 12, 2009

For attachments in JB~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

For those interested to do your attachments locally in JB, here's a few words and suggestions

1. H Sultanah Aminah (GH)-write a letter addressed to Kementerian kesihatan, and may send by hand to cik suhana if she's still available(cari di jabatan kesihatan) at wisma persekutuan (kat bandar). Selepas diproses, surat anda akan dibalas semula lengkap dgn butir2 attachment.

Surgical observation: Appendicectomy (Dr Myo), and suturing workshop

Note: wear your white coat at all times (to distinguish between patients and health care providers..white coat as our uniform), may bring your stethoscope in case lucky enough to participate in rounds with Monash students. There are pharmacy students, and a few student nurses also. And yes, kat mana2 pun pls be on time and be alert for any gatherings/meetings (teachings/mortality meeting)-where and when

Personally, I wouldn't recommend for first years to spend most of their elective in the surgical ward esp ward kidney patients during taking their routine blood sample (agak susah for these patients sebab susah cari vein). Another reason sbb MOs tend to ask you to describe and name specific signs(surgical signs)..what kind of hematoma, hemorrhoid, hernia and so on

Jaga solat dan adab pemakaian,perbualan,pergaulan with the malays and nonmalays(muslims and nonmuslims)

At recess, if you happen to be in the main building, there's a cool new lounge for HOs in one of the hospital wings have been renovated with airconditioning and comfortable beds(sila buat mcm rumah sendiri^_^)..it's on the same floor as the male surgical ward

Initially i preferred for the newly built H Sultan Ismail(HSI) yang depan Jusco beso tu tapi dema kasi HSA jugak, katanya despite kelengkapan canggih and all but manpower tak cukup, surgeons pun tak ramai so maybe not as interesting and beneficial as in HSA. HSI kadang2 refer HSA for some surgeries. So this year sape2 berminat dan berjaya dihantar ke HSI tolong beritahu yer. I'd be really grateful.

2. H Pakar Johor( JSH)- sesiapa yang berminat utk blaja dgn pakar mata, ENT dll dgn lebih dekat.
Recommendations: Dr Ravi(ENT specialist), Dr Asri Halili(consultant in ophthalmology), Dr Mazlan ayah kepada aminah, sakinah SMIH batch 7,8(A&E)

Surgical observation: Cataract extraction (Dr Asri), An emergency case on nose(Dr Ravi), Pterygium excision and grafting(Dr Asri), Ganglioma removal(Dr Zul orthopedic), Assist in pre surgical endotracheal intubation (Dr Shaharudin if not mistaken)

Note for female students: OT in HSA, alhamdulillah they provide appropriate surgical wear for muslimah(including long sleeved, small head cover-tudung). But in JSH yet to provide these. So i'd advice to bring new clean long sleeves and head cover while in JSH

3. Klinik Kesihatan UTM- sape minat bahagian managing, outgoing, general surgeon can meet and ikut Boss Dr Ismail (and his other specialists there). It's all about health services...maternal care(ANC), rawatan dialisis, makmal, xray, farmasi, vaccinations and emergency, food sanitation campaign (at canteens within UTM)

At each of the above, i had observed and participated in different surgeries in OTs either minor or major. And the level of pengurusan, strictness of attires varies. Better to ask in advance what can be done and not.

4. Untuk tambahan bagi yang berminat (for a day visit or two) at small health centres ,(esp those yg ada link,kenalan)
Klinik Kesihatan Larkin sebagai contoh boleh observe the common diseases and problems in our society and how to manage. Here there are programs for drug addicts, HIV positive patients, geriatric health care(care for old persons) and management of common illnesses as BAsthma, Diabetes M.

5. No fees required -As far as i did mine, the above hospitals and clinics didn't ask for fees or anything. Just attend on time and benefit it while you can.


Hope it helps for my SMIH juniors and local JBrians iA. Please be good and impressive elective medical students with Attitude

Allahu a3lam. Thank you wassalam
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FIMA camp update: now that the official call's out it said that only 2representatives are allowed from egypt, the fee is RM200 per person

http://www.fimastudentcamp.blogspot.com/

Last year it was in Selorejo Resort, Malang in Indonesia which was a 4hr journey from surabaya...



Nadiah HH,
4th year
Mansoura


June 01, 2009

award

bismillahirrahmaanirraheem

an award by kak maryam muhd

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jazakillahukhairan katheera.
walaupun rasa mcm tak de la amazing sangat blog ni. hehe.
neways arigato gozaimasu ^_^

1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini:

* saya pekerja beliau a.k.a beliau ladyboss saya :p
* saya menggelarnya u-gui :P
* kakak yg tabah kepada 8 beradik yg cilik belaka
* ada sense of humour yg macam pelik =p
* muka siyes 24/7

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/ hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya:


fakta atau hobi ek? erhh..
* successful procrastinater. haha
* bloghop
* read 
* ellen show
* etc etc

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka:

* Asma' Aminuddin - nakal+geliga
* Nurul Nadhirah - rindukan mesia
* Fatimah Muhammad - tulus
* kak Sha - tabah
* kak Dieya - comel
* dah cukup....

fyi, uber means super. wowie! haha

wes. beres.
wallahua'lam